My days have seemingly become endless as we enjoy each others' company and try to prepare ourselves for a new, but happy, reality. A reality which will include less sleep, but more love. The clothes have been washed and the last minute supplies have been purchased (at least, I think they have. My brain has gone into forgetful mode these days).
We are ready - even though, such a statement ensures that we will still be unaware of the change in our "routine." The best we can do for our oldest (and for ourselves) is to surround each other with love and support and attention - things, that thankfully, we have incorporated a lot into our time these last few weeks.
At the suggestion of a friend, I found my old Cabbage Patch doll from when I was a child and a few weeks ago we brought it out for Ronan to play with. We tried to introduce a doll when he was a baby, but it never really took, so we figured he was just a trucks and tractors kind of kid. That is, until this year, when his imagination and his creative playing has really blossomed. Now, his stuffed animals play a role in some everyday activities, although he still prefers the trucks and tractors.
The funny thing about this doll is that I can still picture the moment I first saw it. I was probably five-years-old and he was hidden on the side of the couch on Christmas morning. He was encased in plastic and next to him was an identical doll - same clothes and everything. He was for my younger sister. My doll's name was Geoffrey and her's was Jeffrey. Even though they were obviously twins, it still bothered us that they had the same name. I find it ironic that this was even an acceptable practice - to name the dolls - to take away the really fun thing about receiving a doll as a child - the act of giving it a name. Regardless, we ended up calling my sister's doll Jeff and mine Geoffrey.
When we gave the doll to Ronan, we asked him what he thought his name should be. His previous ideas for baby brother names have have been interesting, to say the least. As he said the other day, he was "back to chicken nuggets" as being his favorite suggestion. Needless to say, we were going to call this doll whatever Ronan wanted, but we were a little apprehensive. In the end, Ronan decided on the name Almanazo, from this series of books. Once Almanzo had a name, we set about finding some decent clothes for him. I had few, but I decided that I could make a quickie bib (a shorter version from these) and a cloth diaper (I drew my own, but this is the basic idea).
We have all been practicing our babysitting skills with Almanzo and I am enamored by the way our children imitate us. It says a lot of how we need to act (even though there are so many times I don't have the energy to be the positive role model). We bought a Moby wrap and we have been practicing - the tying and twisting - and, apparently, Ronan and his always observing 3-year-old eyes has been taking it all in - especially since he asked for this a few days ago - a way to carry his baby. Could he be any cuter?